Thursday, August 28, 2008

forever together...

as i am walking along the highs and lows of this overtly busy city.....

i get stopped by sudden stream of thoughts that rush thru my mind and heart...

as the traffic , flats and everything seem to fade in the silent glow of memories ,,,,,

i have finally understood what is friendship...

i have what people say friends..\

from the oceans of strange people i had found a pearl whom i met a year ago....

who has acted as a guidance and his shining light has always hovered on me..

he makes me laugh, makes me smile.. has made me know whats life....

another my star in the sky of many rushes i met this person,,,,

silent, sutle, spirited ...

we were strangers but never felt it so...

now its like a three layered ice cream...

all sweetness and i add the crunchyness ;-)

may be am not able to b the bestest of frnd to u people...

but my deepest corner of heart knows...'

my eyes filled with tears ,.....

my soul still thanking god..

for the blissful foreverness u two have given me...

hold me, wen i fall...

catch my tear, wen i cry...

and remember me, wen i die

Thursday, August 7, 2008

This is just about a moment,,, or may be just a few seconds..
Where the moment stopped…
Heart skipped a beat…
Sun refused to rise…
And moon to shine…

When you are in love… world seem to be fragrant.. With new colors…
Filling you up in their warmth….
Every morning it greets you to its new beautiful layers…….
Blissful or blessed… whatever word u wanna use all seem apt…
Eternity..….
Covered in his arms…
Protected in his shell….
Filled with his love…
Or I should say……. He completes me and my world… my life…….
………………………………….
Sometimes he is a critique, sometimes a friend..
Sometimes he scolds me likes a father , sometimes he loves me like mom..
Sometimes he makes me cry……..
But….
Every time makes me smile…
Sometimes he gets angry like a kid, but every time then he loves me like his princess…
…………………………………………
my dreamland….. or with him I m just too too far from the harsh realities of the world…
never felt he will ever go away…
thought I’ll always be enclosed in his arms…
and at that moment….
When I suddenly realized he had to go….
An opportunity or I should say million in one opportunity …..to the same million in one person………
A moment of ecstasy … an aura of joy…
But I was going numb.. was I shivering??
Yes I was…
Streaks of sweat…. Washed my face…..
Drops of water … mixed with tears….sliding from my neck…
I wanted him to hold me, embrace me..and say “I m here”
………………………………………
All this in the interval of the second message….
………………………….
When a beep came…. And it said…..
“I said no”……………………………
was this I wanted to hear??? ………
dunno…………………..
………..was happy though, but sad too…
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just realized love is not about being together always,,, but the blissfull feeling of togetherness
to stay with us… which stays forever…
Transcending all miles….our eternal love will always be hidden in the smallest yet deepest part of our hearts….